Valentine's Eve

It's that time of the year once again. To be honest, I don't really care about this day - anymore. Before, yes of course, you know the usual, "Oh my goodness I hope he asks me out, I hope I get a rose blablabla"... Now, it's more like, "Oh, it's Valentine's?"

Because of my current thinking, I think it backfired on me.

Well, at school yesterday, there was nothing special except for the great helium balloons in the corridors and the roses people were walking around with. I didn't get one, if you were wondering. It was a totally average day. After school, it was Pavlov practice, General Assembly with Tito Frank at church and Criss sleeping over. I was sooo tired by the end of the day (as usual?).

Today however, was different. I went to Jasse's 18th birthday party, and well, yeah. On my way home, Lyon & I went off Gullmarsplan and I had to wait for like 15 min for my tram, whereas Lyon's train was going to come in around a minute. Great, I thought, 15 min by myself in Gullmarsplan during midnight. Ouch. When Lyon's train came though, I turned around and saw someone hug me, it was someone I know and like quite a bit. :) Yay, I wont be alone afterall I thought.

We talked, and really, I love talking with him. He's such a nice person to talk to. We talked about our day, the previous day and of course the day after. Apparently neither of us had plans for tomorrow. Silence... then I changed subject to relieve the awkward-ness.

Eventually, I had to go to my tram so we said goodbye. When I rushed away, he said wait. I turned around then he told me: "I hope you have a nice Valentine's Day". I smiled and said: "Same to you", then rushed away. After that, I realised. I checked my phone, it stood that it was 12.05. Crap, it's Valentine's Day.

I wonder, why did he come in perfect timing at around exactly 12.00, Valentine's day? If I realised that earlier, I wonder what would have happened then, and tomorrow? Well, after that though, I went home feeling like the biggest idiot ever.